sometimes i do remind myself, why am i still here?
but time and time again, i'll get my answer and the whole worth while thing going on.
i never fail to get answers.
yesterday, i just realise how much i miss having great conversations without having to try to avoid land mines.
the what if-s and why-s
oh well they are not called the heart strings for nothing right?
i was sitting at home the whole day finishing up gossip girls series and then i got tired so i popped over at the library and had a realllyyy hard time choosing 'fun' books. shit, i couldnt find a shopaholic series. you know how sometimes when you shop for clothes or stuffs the items ALWAYS ALWAYS depended on your mood for the day, like happy days are for floral tops ..something like that.
i had to deal with that when choosing my books. i always searched for a murakami and found lousy tittles and other 'fun' books as i called it. but i wouldnt go anywhere near those 'fun' books because i searched for a murakami so i intended to go home with one. however today i wanted a 'fun' book. but what happened to all those fun books strewn over the shelves all the time?? bahh.
this always happen huh?
okgay , define 'fun' books?
books with stories about how they are over for someone else's wedding and had no mood for love but once they reach there they stumble upon sexy man kinda story. the plot's always there right? the girl always get the guy kinda story.
central perk always does it, i need to paint my nails, hey shiqaneena can i come over?
t'was supposed to study but im really dreading gembio. i get that whole shucks feeling everytime i flippped my notes for that module.
this is not a 'i had a bad day post' but..
there's always a but huh?
its always about the but.
p.s i always said yes i'll link up your blogs but.. they are never done. but hey.. look, i just updated my links. i linked some of you guys up even though it took quite some time. actually a whole load of time.
